WARNING!!!!!! IF YOU ARE LAUREN, DON'T READ THIS POST UNTIL YOU HAVE FINISHED READING 'NEW MOON'!!!!!!!! *SPOILERS* BEWARE!!!!!!!!
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Greetings,
It is 4:36 am on Tuesday, September 19, 2006. I have finished the second book..........!!!!!!!!!!! It was so different from the first!!!! Before these 2 books I had never really been interested in books(Harry potter doesn't count), like my moms librarian gene skipped me. But now I can't get enough. I have figured out how to get myself interested in a book (incase shanna-kaye wants to know.......... Lauren already figured it out), I have to be able to find myself in the book. Does that make any since...... It really struck a chord about how much of myself I saw in the character Bella. I don't even think my mom or Lauren has any idea. It is truly scary.
(WARNING!! IF YOU WERE SERIOUSLY THINKING ABOUT READING THE BOOK DON'T READ THE REST OF THIS! I REALLY WANT TO TALK TO SOMEONE ABOUT THE BOOKS RIGHT NOW, SO I GUESS IT WASN'T A GOOD IDEA TO FINISH THE BOOK AT 4:00 IN THE MORNING!!!!)

Well, I'm not going to go into great detail about all the similarities, because, frankly, I am rarely that open.
So, The first book was all about meeting the Cullens (*EDWARD*), well let me backtrack. You see, She was going to Forks, Washington. Because her mom lived in phoenix, but got remarried and well basically Bella thought it would be better if she went to live with her dad. She goes to a new school and............ I'm sorry. I am sooooooo tired, I can barley think straight. And I really don't feel the need to explain the whole first book in detail. I don't think my fingers could take all the typing.... But, if that's what you want then either READ THE BOOK or call me. But anyway, what I really wanted to get to was the second book.
Let me just start by saying I don't cry much. I rarely cry at movies, it always catches me by surprise when it happens that way. Unlike my mother, who sometimes even cries at commercials....... Well I haven't really cried... For a book... Not like this......... I probably cried some when I was reading the Harry potter books, if I have I don't remember. But I always knew there was another book coming, so that didn't scare me as much as these books have. J.K. Roalling is a writer, but Stephenie Meyer just has something that makes you aware of all the possibilities at once......... Did I lose you? hehehe. I can hear Ryan now "Focus, ADD Children!" hehehe
Anyway, I was so shocked by the end of chapter 4, not just because of what, or why the book took this turn but, by how much I had cried. )What happened was that the author made you love characters so much and then half of them are gone, it was just........ Cold.) Edward Left Bella, that's what happened. (ADD Speaking: ugh, it's 5:10 in the morning) But since I was thinking my self as Bella, he left me.......... It was amazing, now that think about it because it hurt me soooo much. I guess I preferred a different life. Something like what Bella had with Edward, but I know that it is just a book, and not real. But I kind of want those problems. I know this isn't making much since, but (and I quote the book) 'love doesn't make since'. Ok, that was vague I know.
I think I'll stop now, before I regret being this open and this confusing. I am very interested to hear back from you guys, on if I should continue down this path about the books or if I am crazy and need a shrink or if I don't need to be saying these things on the internet at 5:26 am. Hopefully you wont chose the 2nd option, I don't need a shrink anymore. hehehe, but lets not open that can of worms either, shall we. I think I have done enough damage for my life time. (or at lease the rest of this week.)

DARTH BLUEJAY
(p.s. I forgot to tell you what the books are called, I just assumed you could read my mind...hehehe (inside joke). The first book is called'Twilight', the second book is called 'New Moon'. )